Whassup

Okay - just a little about me.  I'm 22, from the midwest, play music (when I can), community theatre (cuz no one will pay me for it), work in a grocery store (today the freezer section, which sucks on a 65 degree day), party a lot and sleep a lot.

Other stats:  six feet tall (maybe 6'1"), 174 pounds (maybe 180 on a wings & beer night), 136 IQ (but I think I lost some of that), like playing soccer, riding my bike, watching college football, going to concerts (even bar bands and cover bands), watching movies.

Now you go.  Tell me about you.  Email is the best way.

Couple of Pics

The BIG tease....

I Wasn't Always Gay

Funny headline, huh?  Through junior high, I didn't react to the girls the way my friends did.  Things like, "look at those boobs," or "look at that sweet ass," just didn't excite me.  As a Sophomore, I tried dating a couple of times.  But unlike my friends, I wasn't looking to "nail that thing."  I was just looking for someone to hang out with.  I much more preferred hanging out with my guy friends.  And yes, there were those "curious moments" back then and perhaps a few masturbatory fantasies. Then on March 9, 2005, I lost my virginity to a girl.  Believe me, it didn't last long.  A boner is a boner.  And the minute I slipped it inside her, it was so warm and soft that I lost my load after just a few thrusts.  But the whole thing was kind of weird.  I tried it again with another girl that summer.  It felt good, but it didn't really turn me on (other than the great feeling of getting my balls off).
After a little soul-searching, I realized that I appreciate guys in a different way.  And whether or not sex was involved, I didn't really care that much (until I saw my first gay porn video online!). 
I've never been able to find the perfect dude to connect with.  So many guys I've been with have either just been about the sex or they were so co-dependent that they were too much of a burden.  I've been called old-fashioned or old-school.  But I know he's out there somewhere.
In the meantime, a lot of jerking off and the occasional blow job satisfies the physical, and I'm alright with that for now.

Lust

For my first video, I got to put the one up that I have jerked off to more times than I can remember.  I don't know what it is about the video.  Sometimes, I want to be one of the dudes filling the guy up.  Other times, I want to be the cute dude with his asshole wide open for the loads.  So here you go.  Enjoy!

Fun Night

No way am I showing my face.
I'm too insecure for that.  What if I
see you somewhere?  Then you'll
know everything about me.

So yesterday, I had a chance to jam with a band at an outdoor party.  It was only a two hour jam, but it was still a blast.  I play piano, guitar and bass.  Horrible at drums.
After the jam, a friend and I went to a football game, partied at some dude's tailgate (lots of beer).  We only stayed through half time of the game after his boyfriend finished on the field with the marching band.

Then a bunch of our friends went out dancing through the night at this cool club and I went home alone this morning at 3. 
Going home alone is usally how I roll.  That's okay, though.  I met some pretty cool people, got a blow job and a lot of people buying me drinks. 

Today - just hanging.  It's cloudy, rainy and cold.


Dude sent this one to me on my droid.  Yeah, I'm in there somewhere.



Game Day

I like college football.  The guys play with heart.  They aren't like the prima donna NFL players who are afraid to get hurt and run out of bounds at the first opportunity to avoid getting tackled.  NFL players are sissies.  College players play with passion.

Yeah, I like to go to the free tailgate parties for free beer.  But I don't like talking about football.  I just like watching.  Fans are there for a good time and to watch the team win.  The old guys drive me nuts, though.  They sit in the stands and judge every decision of the players on the field.  They don't get that these players are still teenagers in some cases.  And they don't get paid money to play.  They do it because they love it!

So whether you're like me or a crazy, psycho, old guy with nothing more to do than criticize kids who play with heart - have a great college game day!  I did a Google search for college football images.  Action shots of sports are the coolest photos to look at.  Some photographers just have mastered the skill of capturing the money shot.  I could post one photo after another.  But instead, let your mind's eye hold on to this photo.....

Future crazy old man!